You are in All my Dreams - 4/2/2004

You are in all my dreams
And I hate them
Because you don't want to be there.
I would give you everything
But I won't
Because you don't want it.
I would stop all my bad habits
But you stopped caring
So now I don't either.
I would be happy all the time
But you aren't
So I don't know how to be.
I would wrap myself around or inside you
But you won't let me
So I wrap around myself instead.
I would give you all the words I have
But you never read them
So I stopped writing.
I cut myself open, so you could have my heart
But you turned away
So I lay there, and bled to death.