Dealated

Limivorous - 2005

I never expected
you to love me back
all I wanted
was for you to
take all the love
I had to give.

Now I'm left
swallowing
all of it back down
filling up my stomach
until I want to puke.
It strains against
the seams
of my fingers and toes
until I want to cry.

I can't let it out
as others,
people who crave it,
claw at my flesh
crying out for it
breaking me down for it;
it doesn't
feel
right.

The only thing
that felt right
was your teeth
making prints
in my skin
and
the way our lips
meshed
as I ushered
quite sounds
from between them.

If only it had felt
right
for you.

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