Fall - 9/19/2001

The dark surrounds me and I fall.
I land with a thud, now battered and bruised.
Then something surrounds me and draws me in.
Am I that stupid? It will happen again.
The safe and secure take over my senses, I relax and give in.
I want to stay here forever although I know dreams can't come true.
I stay there a while then I notice it happening.
The embrace is not soft, the security wears thin then I find the darkness
coming in again.
I fall and land battered and bruised.
I try to keep my senses about
but for eternity time will repeat itself.

AN: Written late at night when i was being bitter...