Eyelids - 6/8/2004

Eyelids are too heavy
Eyes lose focus;
I can’t see straight
To tell what’s in front.
What’s behind
Will always send
Shivers down my spine.
Fingers raw
From clinging too tight
To something
Which is trying to tear away.
God can’t help now
He’s deserted me
I’m left alone to chose.
Which way are we going today?
Left or right?
Let go or fight?